Sighh...

I really hoped it wouldn't have to come to this...

Argg...And I had the worst dream ever..

I don't know where I was, but he was there also.. So I go into his room, smacking the door with my hand as I passed in..Just to find him in bed with another girl.Stroking her hair ever-so slowly..lovingly..thoughtfully..... He then began to yell at me, and soon found him trying to shoot me.. All I remember is him shooting me in the leg, then I woke up. For some reason I felt ugly, and horrible inside about my dream..Because I've forgotten it...But when I finally remembered it..Argg...I felt horrible....

I wishh it would just end...Likee..He doesn't understandd...I fucking love him to bits..Argg..What's the point..He's not going to read t his.

I...I just want to be with him....Oh God..